Of dreams and nightmares

Dreams/nightmares

Do you think it's a reflection of what's happening in your real life?

Do you think it's a foretelling of the future?

Or do you just brush it off?

Me?

I believe that my dreams/nightmares relate to some parts of what's happening. As to it foretelling the future, it's hard for me to decide if my dreams/nightmares are just my sub-consciousness playing tricks on me, or is it giving me a glimsp of the things to come.

If i were to brush off these dreams/nightmares, how does it prove the fact that some of these dreams/nightmares actually come true?

It's scary to realise what you're seeing/experiencing is the same as what was in your dreams/nightmares. Many a time, all i could do was say 'shit...' in my head when i realise i had dreamt of it before. You just don't know where and when it could strike you. At least for me that's the way my dreams/nightmares work. For others, i'm not too sure.

Of course those dreams/nightmares that are way out of logic, i would discard them as figments of my overtly imaginative sub-consciousness. But those dreams/nightmares that have a sense of realism in them, i would be aware of. Cause you never know where and when it would happen.

If only i could choose which dreams/nightmares to become real. How happy i would be.

But i'm no Nostradamus. I cannot foretell future like he does. He's the expert whilst i'm just someone getting the crumbs.

I really hate it when my dreams/nightmares become too real for my liking. Take for example a nightmare i had a few days ago. Someone/something thrust its hand through my body, where my heart is. And the momentum of that action actually pushed me up from bed into a sitting position, waking me up. Now, how fierce is that?

It may be similar to those of you who dreamt that you falling from a building and wake up with a jerk just at the moment you reach the ground. But that's you falling alone. In my case, it's someone attacking me.

Thinking of it, does it imply i would be backstabbed by someone? And that person would be the one that would ultimately rip my heart out? Or is it gonna be just some farce? Or is it ghosts???

Another type of dreams/nightmares i have are those that puts you in the place where it's happening. Of course there is no need for interpretation what so ever. You just go with the flow and it ends when you wake up. However, you won't know when or where it's gonna happen. And it's damn sickening because these dreams/nightmares could take from a few days to a few months to occur. How i just wanna get it over and done with.

You may think i'm cursed or you may think i'm given a gift by God. I'm not someone who's pious at all. How these things work in God's eyes, i'm not sure. However, my reasoning is that anything i'm given in this world, i should be thankful for it. Be it good or bad. Doesn't help at all if you're gonna resent it.

The one thing i've come to believe in is what may seem good may not be that good for you and what is bad may not be that bad after all. That's something i think is truely logical. An it has worked for me everytime no matter where i am. To treat this 'gift/curse' as good or bad? That, i don't know. It could help me, or it could hurt me. So it's gonna stay in the middle, yup, that's where it should belong.

That's all for now. Sorry for bothering you.

PS: I've alot of nice dreams that i'm hoping would happen. So far, some came true, some haven't. I'm still waiting for the most important one to happen.