Dead tired...

hmm, would i have the chance ever to talk to you?
hmm..

*Gasps

too much assignment...
dying...
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Very interesting stuff

Signs of ancient culture that weren't recorded in time?
Forgotten cultures?
Aliens?


Look here => link

Melancholic

Melancholic.

Things happening.

Feeling kinda drained.

Life force seems to be slowly ebbing away.

There ain't anything that could stop this process at all.

Sadness, how to best express it?

Cry? What is cry?

Seems long ago since i last cried.

Sadness, have i forgotten this feeling?

No. I don't think so.

Keeping my sadness to myself.

Yup, that's something i've learnt to do well.

Vulnerability

Something which i couldn't bring myself to show.

Smile.

This is all i can do at the moment.

Smile and look happy.

Smile and let everyone think i'm fine.

Can't let this melancholic mood affect the people around me.

There's no need to drag others into this pit i've somehow dug for myself.

Slowly, surely and eventually, i'll get myself outta this hole.

But not now, not this instance.

Let me stay over here a wee bit longer

~Smile~

Ponderings

Hmm...

Kinda bored, so i shall give a prediction of upcoming events that'll occur within this couple of years, hopefully.

1) Rise of the Bear market

- Said to occur every 10 years, given the robust market on scene now, doubt if anyone would believe this would be true. But then, there are some factors in this world no one knows of which may inevitably affect the current situation.
Eg; the withdrawal of US troops from their missions worldwide?
The rapid drop of US$ ?
The hyper growth by China and the attempts by the Chinese govt to curb it?
(The shares market experienced some form of control, but it's still growing rapidly though)

2) The rise of the invincible virus

- I personally think we're long overdued for a population control. Better medical services and equipment has resulted in longer lifespans and better control of diseases that once threaten us. However, throughout time, there have been occurance of diseases that results in widespread deaths. eg. The Black Death, Influenza etc.
Given a disease that we have almost no immunity to, it'll be a race against time to find someone who has the antibodies needed to combat it.

3) Super Technology

a) Super efficiency

- The progress of technology meant discoveries are always being made on how to better improve efficiency in machines etc. Hard to foresee why a super efficient power plant or motor couldn't be produced within the next couple of years

b) Achieving light speed

- Not too sure on how to describe it, but as mentioned above, the progress of technology meant the possibility of making a mass achieve the velocity of light.
Of what use? I'm not too sure. lol

c) Space flights/exploration
- Hopefully, someone is researching on making space flights more economical. Looking at the amount of money spent just to produce a space flight capable machine, one has to wonder where has all the money gone to.
There is a need for engines that can produce the same amount of thrust that rockets produce and at a fraction of the fuel needed as well as the money needed.
The discovery of a cheaply produced material that is extremely heat/impact resistant also helps.
With these factors involved, that'll be when it would be cheap for anybody to explore the outer regions of Earth.

That's all for now

sigh..

why?

Yay

Looking forward to 28th June 2007.
HeHe